A distasteful mental stagnation creeps up on you. An unbearable emptiness thrums inside you. It does not let up. You wonder why the voracious need to crawl away from the world lingers. And deep in your heart you know that the fractious energy you used to have is gone. It melted a long time ago.
Now you feel like a candle ready to get blown out any time soon.
Day after day you rage and try to find your vigor, your willingness to laugh at silly things, your vivacious inquisitiveness, and your youth. You are hoping that they would rouse in you the desire to deliciously consume your passion for life… once again.
But the more you try, the harder you find everything to accomplish.
At the end of the day, you have to admit that you have now become a complete cliché in this world.
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